Eerie rhythms
I go through the life, a simple writer
Barely any hope, but no fear either
They say - a dreamer, so poetic
They think - a weirdo, probably ascetic
Word of truth that's not so scarce
I sink in this all like everyone else
Hopeless, but I don't bicker
Hopeless, but yet getting thicker
I put those words on pages of life
Simple my strophes and nothing to hide
I am not a saint, but God is my way
I am not a saint, that's not how I play
Sometimes, when forcing a fake optimism
My head is full of dry, bitter cynism
Yet sometimes I feel nothing at all
Weirdly, right then I feel just so full
Some more truth is to be added
Sometimes my strophes are rhymeless
And it breaks the structural integrity of my syllables, breaking points, sense, meaning, lists, everything that makes a poem a poem
And...
Kind of
Shape the matter again
I still find it oh so full of thrill
How little we know, but yet still
Everyone just knows better
"Sure I'd do it, but maybe later"
Everyone so perfectly perfect
Self-conscious, not a single defect
Why merely the big mouth then?
Life is not just talk, my friend
I don't claim to be above it
I don't do too much myself, not one bit
I alone must be the worst to be heard
About how easily I just follow the herd
One thing I know, though, so very sure
With lots of respect I go back to the core
I go back to the path of my life
Simple my strophes and nothing to hide.
Simple my strophes and nothing to hide.
Simple my strophes.
Nothing to hide.
What becomes of
What becomes of one
who created
when the paper is blank
and the pen is sheathed?
Where do thoughts venture
ones that are no more
and roam about just the
memories of yore?
How to find again
the road under one's foot
how to rise again
to whence one had once stood?
Little are those, who fall
and do not get up again
grand - all the others
who proudly endure the pain
Strong - not the one who fights
being full of health
strong is one who smiles
when pain takes words away
The wisest of men
cannot know your way
no one, no one but you
can go fight your fray
What is the one
who creates
...
Having filled the paper?